Read this from someone's blog....
"21 yrs ago a vain, pretty gal was born... she has been my frenz since 11~!!! omg but we were closer when wen we sec 4 (16) n best pal/buddy/sister in poly...hmm... tinking back of the past there was alot of ups n downs, joyful n sorrow moments... but she is always dere for me except wen we have cold wars... n i duno wat happened to me tt tym.. tinking abt it i tink i was DUMB n FOOLISH n CHILDISH.. hahaha sorry dear dear~! hee... tks for being wif me for so many yrs... tolerating my stupid behaviour n so on.. cant imagine my life w/o u.. on tis very dae (02/06/06) u haf grow older... lolx...yea AN ADULT nw...OFFICALLY.. OMG haha but i wish every year from nw on tis very dae i wld be by your side counting the yrs that went pass us.. frenz forever dear~!! dun wori abt ur results i tink u haf done ur best n tts gd enuff... try harder next yr...remember ur flowers ok lolx... it'll b 2 years from nw~!!! hee..."
if U get to read my blog.... lol...
" juz wana let u noe that ure e best gift i ever received... i thank lord for giving me such a wonderful pal... a treasure thats always by my side... thank you for all the care that u have given n shown... i promise.. our frendship will never fade no matter where we are... lolx... reali cant imagine im saying all this... but yea...think i couldnt have gone thru e poly years w/o u too... thinking back was the fun we had.. the sorrows we've been thru.. if i could turn the time back... i would tresure u much more.. haha... opps... till we get old.... i wana see u be happily married... (i know thats ur wish) having kids that who'll call me god mum? lol.... yep... make sure u get the flowers ready... i will get the best results n prove it to u ok? so big flowers yeah?? i'll be waiting.... u are nw AN ADULT too!! SO PLZ STOP GETTING BULLIED OK? always remember that lydia's always here for u!! i love ya!!"
posted at [12:43 AM]
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read a post from a particular blog...
made me reflect... ....
had i done the right thing? (im quite certain i did...)
but thanks to someone for letting me think otherwise...
its finally over...feeling relieved? happy? sad? well.. i dun even know it myself...(well done...) sometimes i do feel like giving myself some slaps.... for doing stupid things at e wrong time.... argghhh...
posted at [3:08 AM]
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haha... as usual, this blog have been dead for quite sometime... (",)... phew!! finally! econs paper over!! well... im "supposed" to feel relieve... haiz... but its getting worse!! heart keeps pumping till its gona drop le.. shit... bad for health.....
so many things had happened... haiz.. life is complicated... its always the case... felt much better after the talk... saw some light but still... damn screwed... sometimes i wonder.... all the "ifs"........
till it comes.........
posted at [12:08 AM]
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
valentine day!!
many many stuff to blog abt!!!! better update some stuff before e little chicken - ange raaah again!!! this time.. its gonna be a long one....
14th feb - valentine's day
had an accts test this early morning n screams!! hafta get up early in order not to be late.... test questions was actually quite simple.. yeah but i dun really noe hw to approach it lah... so which in turn becomes diffcult.. haha...nothing seems simple to me.. arghh...watever...but the best part was.........a fun n unique day spent with shan, ange n justin!!
was supposed to be carrying on with our project but duno wats e problem.. all 4 of us cant seem to concentrate n theres lots of interuptions here n there... drifting apart from our work to discuss where we are to date in e eveing...no movies, no kbox, no shopping n in the end.. justin suggested playing mahjong n of coz , our loud, crazy response!!!
cooked maggi mee...(onli to discover ange's quite a gd cook, shan's kitchen skills n justin's laziness!!) haha... me of course did help in someting - making choc n vanilla milkshakes!! (till my whole face n shirt stained with icecream.. realli look silly though) watched e movie "I not stupid" over dinner time till da ge was totally engrossed in it after which our game started...this shan ah... always waiting for the flower tile n making so much noise throughout e mahjong sessions!!! haha... n of course she's e most "wang" of all... having e most chips at the end of e games!! ange was "wang" also but a bad move she made landed her in lots of debts... lol... was really fun n bonding was great!! till ZzZzzZz monster came looking 4 me!! guys... more mahjong sessions okie?? but we better get serious for our project lst though.. if not we'll all die horribly..... haha...
10th feb - project disscusion
yes... again!!! oh no!! guess what? its me again!!!! this time.. its tea once more.... tea over shan's notes again!! scream plus shouts plus roar!!! if theres someting called past life.. i think i muz haf owe her lots... last sem, i spilled coffee n tea over her notes.. on 2 occasions!! today was e 3rd time... arrghhh..all coz of da ge!! made me agitated n needless to say.. our violent fights continue... its everyday throughtout!! da ge.. can u plz stop irritating me?? haha... box till u turn blue black!! boo!!!
yep and so to make up to shan... went to photocopy all her new ones.. and even had to help her eat some snacks or she'll start threatening again... so yeah... wat to do... juz obey lo... not only that...her white jacket was also stained by my pen ink...everytime in lecture, my pen would like juz cross over n "voom" ... haha...many black lines on the left side of e jacket.. haha.. a "creation" made by me!! opps... im so sorry!!
went over to sar's hse to bake stuff!! totally cool man!! its a long time since i had have patience to stay in e kitchen for so long!! yep.. decided to do something special for der instead of juz getting stuff ... making sth for der was something he was waiting for since like a year ago?? haha...
think e 2 of us was damn efficient... we made brownies, cornflakes cookies, choc fudge n choc mud cake in like jus 3hrs!! wow... was lucky that i din destroy, or worse still, burn down sar's kitchen!! however, chocolate was all over her table, chair, floor etc.. erm... saw that sars was actually quite clusmy de...dun be taken in by her looks.. like so pro like that... there are times when excitment gets over her!! haha.. opps... did i leak ur secret out gal?? lol... anyway... e end products of our efforts - excellent!! haha.. was quite satisfied with what i bake till i gobble them all up... to wenda n der.. muz appreciate ok?? all our hardwork inside de lo...haha... will both of them ever gets to read this... i bet not... nvm... anyway.. tks gal for letting me mess up ur kitchen... opps... more baking next time ok?? pull in rich too!! muachahaha....
3rd feb - feline's hse reunion dinner
dinner was great!! vegetarian syeamboat!! lst time hafing this kind non-meat food... was totally fantastic!! tks to feline for inviting!! great bonding as usual n so much fun shared... was a fruitful trip to her hse as her aunt was there... commenting on each of our individual character, telling n sharing with us what she understands through our fingerprints... was quite accurate!! helps us to understand each other better!!
of coz.. with ur wasabis' never ending energy, we decided to proceed to bukit panjang to carry out our bowling competition!! black vs white!! good fight!! haha... so fun!! laughters, ange's funny movements, maine's camera shooting here n there... its like wow!! till we had to grasp for air ... so much for catching e last LRT!! shoo!! almost fainted after climbling e steps of stairs.. why cant they juz build some esculators or sth... boo!! some photos taken... here it goes.....
digging in our reunion dinner!!
the yummy food!!
makan makan!!
a must do action on outings!!
bowling competition starts....
ah ha... with chicken little!!!
me, ange n maine
with feline.....
shan ....
haha... with shunda...
the scores...
victory for the blackies... boo!!!
crying for us.... sadddd....
in da lift..... quite cool ah...
going hm... buying supper...
posted at [12:54 AM]
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hapi new year!!
hapi new year everyone!! time flies... its already 2006... turning 21 soon in a few months... n its scary.... many thoughts have been running abt in my head.... cant imagine where ill be in a few years time....:(
visted sp lecturers yesterdae... all of them seems to change... haha... n its like we've only graduated a sem ago n all of them started saying we've grown up so much n stuff... lol... do we look like we've age alot?? looking at all my frenz makes me wonder if ive made a rite choice....
to all my dear frenz... happy chinese new year.... get more ang baos n enjoy urselves!! miss u all guys!!!
posted at [1:34 AM]
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
oh dear... kana a tag from shan yet again for not blogging... as usual lah... hmm.. here's some pics i took recently with wasabiss on ann's bade celebration......
the star of e day!!!!!!!!
victory for e guys!!!!!!!!!!!
wasabisssssssssss..............
posted at [6:22 PM]
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to my dearest frenz....
who might be crying right now
feeling lost...
feeling that nothing matters anymore...
feeling tired n sick of everything...
dun worry... everything will be just fine...
hang on out there...
humph!! wasabisss has a bunch of evil + cruel + duno wat ppl... kept shooting n bullying me!!! watever i say was being shoot by everyone... so im like e target of the day... bullying me under e broad daylight in lecture sumore!!! lol.... bad ppl.... bad wasabissss.... haha...
met up with step, kent, xian, yk, yanyi n sharon @marina bay... its like an advance new year dinner.. seldom get e chance to meet n enjoy... illegal coffeeclub staff gathering... haha... if they finds out we went out instead of working... thats it manz....
went haywired in the train... busy running here n there for phototakings... everyone was like staring as we were so loud!! pratically shouting across when everyone else was dead tired? imagine how irritating would that be? lucky we wasnt chased out or sth... if not it would've been so embrassing...
ate soooo much again 2dae... when will this ever stop? i will be busy going out for gathering till next wed.. which means more eating? more fats? n no more $$$? haha...
posted at [1:30 AM]
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